Fall between two stools 两头不到岸

今天是金龙的一个星期工作唯一的假日，早上太阳很猛很热，懒惰出去，最后还是出去了，毕竟有一些一定要办的事。

Today is off day of mine after 6 days of working, it was hot during morning, feel kinda lazy to go out, but finally also need to go back, because there were something need be done.

在多数假日，我都会用来打扫屋子，屋子肮脏，乱了，我的心情很燥，很糟，很多人觉得这不是自己的屋子（合租的屋）不必要注重干净，反正不是住久的；也有人觉得这些肮脏是别人弄的，本来就肮脏了，应该由别人来打扫；也有人会觉得不是很肮脏；也有人“比较”忙，不如搬去干净的屋子吧，哈哈，住到肮脏就找新的，干净的....
For most of the off day, I spent my time to clean my house, I just can't stand the bad environment, the mood will become really bad just because of it.  There are many people feel that this is not my house, (rental house) no need to keep it clean, after all everyone will leave; some of people will feel the dirty is not causing by them, or perhaps the condition already that bad before move it, it should clean by someone who causing it; some of them will think that it is still "clean" and "tidy"; some always "busy"; or just move out to new clean house, until dirty, then move again. lol.

我觉得这些事情必须自动自发，都成人了还要叫的话是难为情的，环境很自然地也会变肮脏`变乱，一个人做完是很累的，其实一整天都打扫不完的，要做一个明知道很难完成的事是很有心理障碍。我终于真真切切明白多年来妈妈的心理，明白为什么一个人怎么可以没有生活兴趣和追求，只为家人的幸福和舒适，这是伟大的爱。

I think this kind of thing should take care of it automatically, as an adult, it's embarrassing to be order, the environment will be automatically become dirty and untidy by natural, want to finish it by one day is tire for me, of course I can't finish by one day, it's hard to start to do something that hard to achieve.  I finally understand my mum, understand why the one will give up all interest, dream for her family, for our happiness and comfort.  She is great.

虽然今天有空，可是我这次不想做，很显。终之做不完的，我很不平衡的，心想每个人有假日都喜欢做平时做不到的事情，我当然是有想做的事。我很容易被环境影响，东西的摆设乱我也不爽，不打扫又心情不好，打扫又没时间做别的，有时我可以很伟大，不计较的打扫，有时宽容心突然变小了。

Although today I am free, but today I not want to clean, feel bore.  It's endless job, feel unbalanced in my mind, everyone wish to do something which can't be done on normal day during off day, of course I have my thing.  I easy to get affect of the environment, the untidy of thing will cause my mood bad, if I didn't clean, mood will continue bad; if clean, I don't have time for my thing, sometimes I can be great to do the job, sometimes my tolerance will become zero.

今天不懂怎么了，很多人的心情都不好，突然下大雨关系吧？地球磁场做怪？总之要做的功课最终也是要做的。希望过了今晚一切都有所改变吧，等下十点半将有人在家弹电子吉他，对不起，大家请迁就一下。

Don't know why, many person moody today, perhaps it's cause by the heavy rain in the sudden? or magnetic field of earth change? By the way, the homework which need to be done, it must be done no matter how.  Hope after tonight, everything will be fine.  Later 1030pm, it will be someone play electric guitar at house, sorry, please forgive me this time.