Sunday, August 1, 2010

我的故事(小学)My Story (Primary School)


我姓黄,名竞隆。原名锦隆,没记错是小学五年级是改的。我在马来西亚吉打州华玲省出生,那里是我老爸的家乡,我是在槟城北海长大的,从幼儿园到中六。家里是修理汽车的,从小就看到父母亲的辛苦工作,看厌那些什么都要讨价换价的人,因为父母的修理汽车店在楼下,我住楼上的。
My surname is Wong, name Chin Loong, if not mistaken my chinese was changed to different character when I was studying standard 5.  I was born at Baling village, Kedah state of Malaysia Country, there is my father hometown, I grow at Butterworth, Penang, from kindergarten to upper 6.  My family's business was car repair service, Since I was young, I saw my parent work for our better life, hate to see someone who like to bargain, it is very obvious to observe because repair shop at downstair, we staying upstair.

我在家里是用福建话沟通的,福建话是我第一个学会的语言,也是我唯一会的语言直到一年级,记得在幼儿园和小学是不允同学们方言沟通,那时的我就很静的,因为我不会讲,也不会听,又怕被老师骂。从小我就被环境磨练成听与想,不爱讲。
Hokkien is my mother tongue, my family using hokkien to communicate to each other, it's my only language until I study standard 1, I still remember we not allowed to speak other dialect when kindergarten and primary, so I am very quiet kid that time due to I don't know how to speak, not even know how to listen, and scare being scold by teacher.  From young, I had been train to listen and think, don't like to speak.


到了一年级的我,我的沟通还是很有问题,(现在也好不到那里),真的是不会,有不会的东西去问,问了又听不懂老师的解释。左右不分,bd不分,被同学老师笑,扮傻,扮听不到,脸红已对我来讲是一件很平常的事。更够力的是,我的一到三年级级任老师以为我是用右手写字的,也可能她觉得写字是应该用右手的,每次让她 看见我用左手写字,就中打,中骂,说左手写的字体是不会美的。也好,在她 面前我用右手,私自就用左手,那时侯我已可以左右手写字了。
Until standard one, my communicate still a problem, (even now also is not that good also), it was very hard for me to express myself, I even don't understand what teacher said to me when they answer my question for year.  I had difficulty to differentiate left right, "b" and "d", being laugh by friends, teachers, act stupid, act hear nothing, blush was a normal thing for me. There was one more thing, my homeroom teacher of mine who in-charge from standard 1 to 3 was though I was right handed, or may be she think everyone should write with right hand, everything she saw me write with left, I will be scolded, punished, she always said the character which written by left hand would be nice.  I not dare to use left hand in front of her, but I still using my strong hand to write behind her, so I able to write with my both hand since that age.

小时候的我是非常讨厌音乐的,也许是音乐老师太凶了吧,记得小学是要学吹笛子的,那个音乐老师竟然罚不带笛子的人脱裤子,虽然我没有被脱,可是我还是很讨厌她,而且我连音乐都讨厌,另一个音乐老师更是教乐理时骂我门笨到不行。那时我简直就是对音乐反感,到了六年级的我,我还是不听歌,也不会欣赏音乐,玩乐器更不用说。家里有钢琴,是小我六岁的妹妹学的,我对音乐的反感是可以让我很讨厌妹妹弹琴,也讨厌那副弹琴的脸,想不到我曾经是这样的人吧。
I hate music when I was young, music teacher is kinda fierce toward students,  all of us is complementary to learn flute, the teacher unexpected pull the one's pant if he forgot to bring instrument, although I am not the one being "punished", but I very hate her action, and I hate music as well, and some more, another music teacher scold us very stupid when she was teaching music theory.  I was antipathy toward music, I still not listen to the music until standard 6, not appreciate music at all, play instrument was impossible for me that time.  My house got one upright piano,  it is played by my sister who 6 years old younger than me, that time my hate toward music can cause me hate my sister as well, I think many friends never think I was this kind of person before.

在小学最开心的事,就是参加童子军,为什么你还长这么白?人家都不信我是童子军,难道长得白就没有能力?我喜欢童子军是因为那老师是我最敬佩的许老师,她不会偏袒,在她的带领下,人人都有机会,不像我参加过的羽毛球,乒乓和田径,不是看我长得白觉得我没有能力不给机会(太多人),就是看我玩两下子就换我下去,简直伤了我幼小的心灵。当然,童子军里的活动更是造就了扎实的学习态度,贡献社会的精神。
The happiest thing during my primary school is joined scout activity, There are many person doubt I had been a Scout due to my fair skin, seen like they teasing my ability with my appearance, I like my Mrs Khoo who is Scout guider, she not taking any side, give chance to all to taking part, unlike badminton, ping pong, run, I had been ignored when I went to the activity, it was hurt.  At another side, scout life teach me a lots positive solid attitude toward learning, and about spirit of contribution to the world, it created me.



学校放假时,爸爸就会放我和我弟弟去华玲公公家里度假,在那儿有堂弟妹,表哥姐,表弟,城市人去乡下,还要笑我这么大还不会踩脚搭车,可是我终于忍辱偷生,在那里学会踩脚搭车。长大,爸爸才跟我说其实让我去公公家里度假是要我们学会独立。觉得很幸运,有一个注重我的本身技能的爸爸。
During the long term holiday, my father will bring me and my brother stay at my grandparent's house, we have a lot of cousin there, we going back there from the city, had been laughed because unable to cycling, but finally I get through of it, master the cycling skill there.   After I grow, only I know that my father let us stay Grandparent's house there is because want to let us learn how to live independence.  Feel lucky, I have a good father who pay attention on my own life ability.

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